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Grow Up EP

by Sarah Hollins

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1.
Paper Bag 03:33
I think I should leave And I think you should plead We should fulfill our roles The one who stays and the one who goes I think you should pray That knowledge comes your way You’ve been breaking hearts for so long You didn’t even notice yours was gone. You don’t get to be any sort of sad about this You don’t get to be any sort of mad When you reduced my source of oxygen to a paper bag. I moved to the very place You’d hoped to live out your days Is that why you like all the pictures I post Are you, are you in on the joke? You don’t get to be any sort of sad about this You don’t get to be any sort of mad When you reduced my source of oxygen to a paper bag. I was nineteen You were almost thirty I thought we were friends But I was really your last chance at youth, at truth You don't get to be any sort of sad about this, You don't get to be any sort of mad. You don't get to be any sort of sad about this, You don't get to be any sort of mad When you reduced my source of oxygen to a paper bag.
2.
Wild 05:38
I’m a big girl in a big city And I’ve never felt so alone Got my records and books for company Always welcome guests in my home I don’t have too much money But somehow I survive Leaning out my apartment window I count the worlds driving by Don’t tell me these are the best years of my life When I look back through photographs, that’s when I’ll decide. Don’t tell me I’ll give up my dreams for a child I’m here on the edge of a memory, and right now I feel wild. I like the air out on Sunset Swishing 'round my evening coat So many people in a hurry To go home and count their gold I like the sand down in Venice Soft and supple like my curves I take a snapshot with my fingers The image tingles in their nerves Don’t tell me these are the best years of my life When I look back through photographs, that’s when I’ll decide. Don’t tell me I’ll give up my dreams for a child I’m here on the edge of a memory, and right now I feel wild. Thousands of miles away the distance is how I grew My parents think that I’m all grown up But they forget everything they knew when they were young when they were dumb when they were fun Don’t tell me these are the best years of my life When I look back through photographs, that’s when I’ll decide. Don’t tell me I’ll give up my dreams for a child I’m here on the edge of a memory, and right now I feel wild.
3.
Have to Find 04:22
I have to find a way to tell you it’s okay, I have to find. I have to let you know, I’ll miss you when you go. I’ll want to bottle time. Your body is sick, Your mind and your heart are tired of it. They give you drugs, We give you love But nothing sticks You write it down How you feel this week You shut us out
 So we won’t have to see I have to find a way to tell you it's okay, I have to find. I have to let you know I'll miss you when you go. I'll want to bottle time. They radiate whatever they find They kill the grape but they never kill the vine. 
Your son calls and you cry
. You tell him you’re ready to die. I have to find a way to tell you it's okay, I have to find. I have to let you know I'll miss you when you go. I'll want to bottle time. I am selfish, I don’t want it A future without you there. Do these miles dull the speed of my prayer? Do these miles dull the speed of my prayer? I have to find a way to tell you it's okay, I have to find. I have to let you know I'll miss you when you go. I'll want to bottle time.
4.
Slow Down 03:20
I always taste the rain before it hits the roof. I always take the pain before I ingest the truth. Show me the fabric of your fraying knotted proof, I'll wash it away before it smells like you. I always bite the earth before its ripened age. Always premature, an unlit stage. Slow down young one, One life, many tongues. Safe now in the quiet hum of the refrigerator's breaths. I always feel the wine before its dance begins. I watch it rise from down in my toes. I trace its path before it goes. Show me the mattress, show me the floor. Stitch the night back together so it's perfect once more. Slow down young one, One life, many tongues. Safe now in the quiet hum of the refrigerator's breaths.
5.
I never felt that I was worthy of love. I always thought I’d die alone with my cat, And then you came and washed away all of that. I saw your face and couldn’t place just what it was That made me feel like I couldn’t wait to touch. And I could not be any more happy to be wrong, wrong, wrong I never liked for anyone to get close. You know me in a naked way that has nothing to do with clothes. I never liked to fight and stick around. But after words are said and heard, we lay back down. And I could not be any more happy to be wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong. You never said those three words to anyone after her She broke your heart and threw the shards in the wind. I picked them up from the bottom of that cliff. I patched them up with a little love and some spit. And you could not be any more happy to be wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong. And we could not be any more happy to have made it to this song.

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Endless Thanks and Love to my Mom, Dad, Mom-Mom, Pop-Pop, Grandma Edwards, all my family, friends, and fans. Album dedicated to my Grandpa Edwards who always believed in and supported me.

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released May 2, 2014

All lyrics written by: Sarah Hollins
Produced by: David DeLizza and Sarah Hollins

Sarah Hollins: Lead Vocals
David DeLizza: Guitars, bass, additional percussion,
backup vocals, harmonica
Anthony Taglianetti: Vocal Engineering for "Paper Bag,"
"Have to Find," "Wild"
Anthony Vezza: Additional performances, producer, mixer,
mastering engineer
Anthony DiBartolo: Drums and additional percussion
Dom Prinzivalli: Drum engineering and recording

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Sarah Hollins Los Angeles, California

Sarah Hollins is an indie singer-songwriter who sounds like your favorite ’90s nostalgia played on Joni Mitchell’s guitar, hooked up to Robert Smith’s amp. Fusing indie rock lyrics with her R&B vocal chops, she’s crafted a pop/rock sound that is a vulnerable rebellion. Her newest single, “This High” is out now via AWAL. ... more

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